One Mans Bible (chinese)

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One Mans Bible (chinese)
Название: One Mans Bible (chinese)
Автор: Xingjian Gao
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One Man's Bible is the second novel by Nobel Prize-winning author Gao Xingjian to appear in English. Following on the heels of his highly praised Soul Mountain , this later work is as candid as the first, and written with the same grace and beauty.

In a Hong Kong hotel room in 1996, Gao Xingjian's lover, Marguerite, stirs up his memories of childhood and early adult life under the shadow of Mao Zedong and the Cultural Revolution. Gao has been living in self-imposed exile in France and has traveled to this Western-influenced Chinese city-state, so close to his homeland, for the staging of one of his plays.

What follows is a fictionalized account of Gao Xingjian's life under the Communist regime. Whether in "beehive" offices in Beijing or in isolated rural towns, daily life is riddled with paranoia and fear, as revolutionaries, counterrevolutionaries, reactionaries, counterreactionaries, and government propaganda turn citizens against one another. It is a place where a single sentence spoken ten years earlier can make one an enemy of the state. Gao evokes the spiritual torture of political and intellectual repression in graphic detail, including the heartbreaking betrayals he suffers in his relationships with women and men alike.

One Man's Bible is a profound meditation on the essence of writing, on exile, on the effects of political oppression on the human spirit, and on how the human spirit can triumph.

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"Admirable dramatic intensity… valuable for its vivid piecemeal picture of 20th-century China 's culture of revisionist egoism, paranoia and repression."

– Kirkus Reviews

"Unforgettable… One Man's Bible burns with a powerfully individualistic fire of intelligence and depth of feeling."

– New York Times

"A remarkable achievement."

– Christian Science Monitor

"One Man's Bible… has come to claim its place as a powerful narrative… of the Cultural Revolution's insidious, corrosive terror."

– New York Times Book Review

"Captivating… a beautifully stirring account of life in an era of political oppression…[One Man's Bible] is an important book,"

– Fort Worth Star-Telegram

"[Gao] paints a stark, unforgiving picture of the results of Mao's regime and of the Cultural Revolution."

– Denver Post

"If the hallmark of a good novel is its ability to transport the reader, willing or not, into unfamiliar or uncomfortable territory, then this novel is a success."

– Denver Post

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路易.阿姆斯特朗这老哥们,你自认是他兄弟,尽管他早已死了,可你瞧那黑白的

老影片,一条条白道子在下雨,这老黑哥们却唱得在地上直打滚。

一屋游丝,在风中飘…

你得活得快活,活得尽兴,啊,马格丽特,你又想起她,就是她让你写这本破书,

弄得你好憋闷,好生压抑,这婊子折腾得你好苦,真想狠狠再操操她,照她要的那样抽

打,这受虐狂,再抽她你可不会再流泪。

你还真想哭上一回,像个任性的孩子在地上打滚,哭得个死去活来,可你没有眼泪,

没有,还真的没有,你老啦,哥们!

管你是一条虫,还是一条龙?更像一头没主人的丧家之犬,也不用愉悦谁,去讨人

宣口欢。你,一只打洞的鼹鼠,就喜欢黑暗,黑暗中甚么也看不见,看不见猎枪,也丧

失目标,而目标又有何用?

如今你获得了新生,拣起的这条性命想怎么用,就怎么用,你就要让你这残存的性

命活得还有点滋味。最重要是活得快活,为自己活而自得其乐,别人如何评说,全不在

乎。

自由自在,这自由也不在身外,其实就在你自己身上,就在於你是否意识到,知不

知道使用。

自由是”个眼神二种语调,眼神和语调是可以实现的,因此你并非一无所有。对这

自由的确认恰如对物的存在,如同一棵树一根草一滴露水之肯定,你使用生命的自由就

这样确凿而毫无疑问。

自由短暂即逝,你的眼神,你那语调的那一瞬间,都来自内心的一种态度,你要捕

捉的就是这瞬间即逝的自由。所以诉诸诏言,恰恰是要把这自由加以确认,那怕写下的

文字不可能水存。可你书写时,这自由你便成看见了,听到了,在你写你读你听的此时

此刻,自由便存在於你表述之中,就要这麽点奢侈,对自由的表述和表述的自由,得到

了你就坦然。

自由不是赐予的,也买不来,自由是你自己对生命的意识,这就是生之美妙,你口

叩尝这点自由,像品味美好的女人性爱带来的快感”难道不是这样?

神圣或霸权,这自由都承受不了,你不要也要不到,与其费那劲,不如要这点自由。

说佛在你心中,不如说自由在你心中。自由绝对排斥他人-倘若你想到他人的目光,

他人的赞赏,更别说哗众取宠,而哗众取宠总活在别人的趣味里,快活的是别人,而非

你自己,你这自由也就完蛋了。

自由不理会他人,不必由他人认可,超越他人的制约才能赢得,表述的自由同样如

此。

自由可以呈显为痛苦和忧伤,要不被痛苦和忧伤压倒的话,那怕沉浸在痛苦和忧伤

中,又能加以观照,那麽痛苦和忧伤也是自由的,你需要自由的痛苦和自由的忧伤,生

命也还值得活,就在於这自由给你带来快乐与安详。

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